Bisexuality, Monogamy & Polyamory
I used to live on dreams and fairytales of a knight in his white shining armor coming to save me from the hell in which I was born. Like most Disney princesses all I had to do was keep my head down, and to remain pure and good for as long as I can, the […]
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Ballerina Come Back
I was fifteen years old when I stopped dancing. I was sixteen years old when I took myself off the stage completely. There were a variety of reasons for this, which I won’t get into for the sake of this post. I started taking pole dance classes last year on a whim. I wanted to […]
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Gemini Feed
I was so disappointed in myself. Not because I was struggling to get the move down, but because I neglected to press record for my end of class dance at the studio. I am grateful that I have a pole at home, so I was able to get what I needed on video. I use […]
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Going Down
We crawl before we can walk. We climb before we can descend. We try very hard not to fall on our heads when we are inverted on the pole. It’s only happened once so far, and luckily I was low enough to the ground so it wasn’t too bad of a drop. It sounded terrible […]
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Going For It
Throw a camera on me and apparently I come alive. I don’t know what it is, but more than once I have found myself trying to work out a move on camera for the first time after being too scared and worn during practice to even make the attempt. Other times I try and fail […]
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86 Jenna
There were days when I had to give myself pep talks just to get out of bed. There were days when I had to force myself to write. There were days when I felt completely overwhelmed and just cried. There were days when I painted a smile on my face to get through the day. […]
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In the Upside Down
We start out our lives following one path and then at some point along the way we come to realize that it’s no longer working, or maybe it just doesn’t make us happy in the same way that it used to. Much like The Hanged One in the tarot teaches us, sometimes we need a […]
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Protected: The Siren
There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.
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Grips & Holds
I still feel so new at this and yet at the same time I feel like I have come so far. Eight weeks of Shapes 0 taught me four basic hand positons. I wrote about a couple of them in the first diary entry about this session. We have True Grip, AKA Dick Grip, which […]
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Pointe at the Pump House
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